On how to stop sucking?
Because I don’t like bugging people, I really don’t, and I don’t like complaining all the time about how I wish I were dead. I look at other people and wonder why THEY manage to want to survive in a lot more hopeless circumstances than mine.
And I like having friends and I don’t like losing them and worrying about losing them, and I don’t see other people struggling with this.
Is there something obvious I’m doing wrong? Is there somewhere I can go to find people who like to talk to me and want to hang out and have common interests and stuff? Is there something I’m supposed to be doing that I’m not? Is there anything I can do other than either off myself or grit my teeth and wait for nature to do it for me?
